Ok

So it's 2.44am
The night before an exam
I think that I have a good chance of
Failing

I should be studying
But all I can think about is
You

I can't stop the tears
As they stream down my face
I can't stop the memories
It feels like my head is
Cracking

You deserve more than
me
But I don't know how to live without
You

I still haven't yet gone a week without
Crying

The only thing that could fix this is
You cuddling me and telling me that
Everything is
Ok

But you won't
And it's not

And I'm
Alone

And I'm
Scared

Everything is not
Ok

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